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Sux..!!
Monday, November 20, 2006 @ 5:34 PM

WeeeEEeee...!! Yeah..!!
*jump*
*spin*
*do d hokey-pokey dance*
*shakebutt*

Wooohoooo...!! O-level r finally over..!! Im done wif it..!!
At exactly 4.30pm today my Os finish...
Can enjoy2 already...

But too bad Im stuck at home alone since all my frends r out..
Stupid siak..!! Tis is suppose to be d day where I go out & enjoy & torn...
But nahhh..it doesnt seem to be so...Stupid siak...!!

Sometimes I feel tad I dont really have a FRIEND who is there for me when even I need one..!!
I feel like im FRIEND-LESS...!!
I feel like NO one is there..!!
I juz feel helpless & useless...!!

Yet..I do still tink I hv FRIENDS ..
coz whenever they want to go out wif me..
I'll go out wif them..keep them company..
Whenever they hv problems..
they will come running to me..
N I'll be there asap to help them..
I always seems to have an ans for them..
But they dont seems to hv an ans for me...
It will always be...'maybe'..'i dont know yet'...
'we'll see later'...'cannot'...
I simply HATE those words...
I want a firm ans..
I want a 'yes' or 'no' ans...!!

Btw y on earth am I writting tis..??!!
Should'nt I be enjoying & be happy2..??
Y am I like tis...!!
Ohh..maybe becoz I hv no one to go out wif..!!
Or maybe becoz its wat I deserve for not studying hard for my Os...
therefore I cant go out wif my frend & enjoy..??!!
Wat d hell siak..!!

I myself dont know wat Im talking about..
But wat I know is tad wat ever I've writen on tis blog is something tad comes straight out of my heart...
Its wat I really feel...
Its wat I really wanna get out of my heart..
Its wat I really need to be heard..
Its wat I ask from my friends..
(n tad's if they know wat I want lah)
All I want is to spend time wif my frends..!!
Arrhh..!! Tis tad too much to ask for..

How I wish there were still d 4 of us onli...
'the charmes'..
How I really wish there were still tis strong bonding between d 4 of us..
How I wish d 4 of us could still go out together...
How I wish d 4 of us can spend our time having fun wif each other again...
But I know tis is all in d past..
Now is now..& nothing can be changed about it..
I have to accept it..& I have accept it..
But tis r all d 'how I wish' list..& 'its wat I really want' list...

Tis r all d thoughts tad I have in mind & juz have to blog it down...
Bottom line is.."I wanna spend time wif my friends"...

Ok..Bye2..Chow-Chin-Chow...