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Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 1:01 AM

Yeah..havent really blog much lately..hehehezz.. :) Juz lazy I guess to type in d entry.. Hmm..sometimes I prefer to write my day in a dairy instead of typing it in d blog..Dont know y..But I fell like it I guess.. Hahahaha.. :) N when I write in d dairy...NO 1 knows about it..hehehezz.. :) Tads cool k.. Hahahazz.. :) Coz sometimes there's juz somethings tad u dont 1 others to find out but u juz got to express urself to someone but in my case its not to someone but to d dairy.. :) But at times I juz wanna someone by my side to listen to my story n get a helping hand when Im in need & give advise when I need so..But tad doesnt seem to be happening..coz I cant realli find tad someone to share all tis stuff wif..N I dont mean a boyfriend by tad someone k..!! It can be a gerl also..but to tell u d truth..Its actually easy for me to express myself to a guy..I dont know y..but it juz seems easy k..!! Guys r easy to talk wif.. Guys wont talk or talk when u r talking..instead they r juz there to listen to our story n not make things worst..instead they make things much more easy for us..Tad I have to totally have to say "yesss" to hanging out wif guys..!! Hehehezz.. :) Guys wont rub in d wound wif salt..coz most of d times gerls juz tend to rub it in more juz when d wound it already so bad n painful..!! Like wat most guys say.."Gerls r bitches..!!" K..tad (sometimes) I have to agree to k..!! Its kinda true k..!! :) Hmmm..but I have yet to find tad someone in my live..who can share wif me all my problems & secrets wif... At times I juz felt like expressing wats inside me to someone..but it seems tad No one is there to even boder to listen to me sial..!! Its juz soo sickening k..!! But when people need me..need my advise..need my company..need my help..need me to do favour for them..need a shoulder to cry on..need my support..need my attention.. Im ALWAYS there for them..!! Coz I dont like to c my friends unhappy..feel alone..feel unwanted..n things tad theres no one to help them.. I'll try my best in wat ever ways to help each & every one of them..even if it means tad I have to cancel my appointments wif my family & couzins.. Instead I would rather spent my times wif my friends..!! To me I treasure my FRIENDSHIP wif my friends a lot...!! But dont know if they treasure it like how I do.. Hope tad after my O-level..my friends will be there for me..N NO I dont want any of u ask me if i got problems or not..!! My point of writting tis blog is juz to express myself n not gain sympethy for u guys k..!! "I juz want u guys to be there when I ask u guys to hang out wif me..I want ur company...!! Tads all I ask for..!!" :)

Ohh..ok tads wat I have in my mind n wanted to type it down 1st before I blog about wat I did tis pass few days.. :)


THURSDAY (2/11)

K..today..woke up kinda late..hehehezz.. :) as usuall lah..slept late..coz yesterday i go jalan raye..hehehezz.. :) So woke up ard 11+am..den clean up abit den head to d shower..after tad ate my lunch..n watch tv..den my bro go youtude n watch d comedy show call "Kenan & Kel"..n ohh my god he laugh soo loudly sial when watching it..N I also start to laugh..hahahazz.. :) Dam funny k..!! Hahahahazz.. ;) Den after finish watching it..he when to sleep..coz d whole nite yesterday if Im not wrong he didnt sleep..as usual lah..go out n 'membute' & lepak wif his other friends..hahahazz.. :) Thay r totally OWL k..!! :) So its my turn to use d computer..Yeah..!! So check my mail..den msn..den..Yeah..!! Tis 1 I loike..!! Watch d 12th episod of "Laguna Beach Season 3"... :) Coz d pass few days I've been watching d pass season 1 & 2 on youtube..n lately d season 3 on youtube too..!! K..tads my fav show k..!! Got alot of "BITCHES" k on d show.. Hahahazz.. :) N tads wat makes d show "powerrr..!!"..hehehezz.. :) After tad...juz msn..n den watch I when in my parents room to watch soome malaysia & indonesia channel show.. :)



After tad d show all seems sooo dull..so I decided to watch "HEART".. (look up)...hehezz.. :)N yeah..so I juz did tad.. :) Den mom ask to follow her to Sheng Shiong to buy groceries..So she called up my dad to c if he could pick us up when we r going back home time...But wat a coincedend..he was also going there to get some stuff..coz tomorrow he got a function to cook for.. :) So my dad will pick us up n we will go together..!! Yeah..!! :) Yepp..so waited for him to pick us up..ard 7+pm...n off we when to shop.. Yeah..!! I simply LOVE SHOPPING.. :) So before doing our groceries..I pulled my mom to d vcd shop..coz I have been wanting to buy tid vcd called "HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL"..so when in d shop..n I only saw d dvd..but I wanted d vcd..so I ask d salegerl..n she showed it to me.. Yeah..!! So bought it..not wif my $$ lah..hahahazz.. :) But wif my mom's $$..hehehezz.. :) Coz she promise me tad she'll buy for me..so yeah she did..!! Yeah..!! Im a happy daughter today..!! Hahahahazz.. :) N dean we carry on to buy our groceries.. :) Buy..buy..buy..den my mom saw tis roses & wanted to buy it..so I said to her.."Mak..kalau nak beli tu beli lah banyak sikit..so tad Kin boleh letak some kat bilik Kin jugak.." Hehehehezz.. :) So yeah..my mom beli those roses..Yeah..!! So me & my sis took a pic wif those roses..!! Hehehezz.. :) N after tad we went home.. :)

When we got home..I turn on d tv straight away..n watch d channel 8 drama..den after tad I watch "PRISON BREAK"...k..got to tell u guys something k..!! "PRISON BREAK" is soo nice k..!! Got to watch it k..!! Coz 1 of d reason is d lead actor is super cool..macho..& handsome k sial..!! Hahahahazz.. :) LOL.. :) N after watching tad show..I went to watch wat else if not "HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL"...

Yeah..!! Sial lah...tad show nice sial..Totally awesome k..!! U guys got to watch it k..!! Promise k..!! Hahahahazz.. :) K..so today I did alot of watching show..drama..& movie..so its totally COOL..!! Hehehezz.. :)



WENESDAY ( 1/11)

Hmmm..had my 1st O-level paper today..I mean not 1st lah..coz before this I sat for my Malay O-level paper..N alhamdullah..I got myself an A2(Distinction)..Yeah..!! N sat for my Science practical paper.. Hehehezz.. :) So today got to wake up bright & early coz my Sub Sci. Bio paper start at 8am..so yepp..so force myself to wake up lah ehh.. I got no choice wat so juz do it lah.. hehehezz.. :) So ya..when to sit for it..everthing was alrite except for d paper...coz..coz..coz... Aiyoh..dont know wat to say lah.. Go n figure it out yourself k..!! Hahahahazz.. :) Den got back home n juz msg here n there..coz today suppose to go to Cik Murni's house..coz she v=invite lah..for hari raye visiting..she buat open house for Shasha friend & invited Hyrul's fan along too.. :) Thankz Cik Murni..!! :) But I kinda feel abit offended lah..coz someone..I dont wanna mention names here k..!! Hehehezz.. :) Tad someone didnt salam me seh..action ehh..or juz moody..?? Idont know y ehh..dont realli boder pon ehh people like u.. Kejap good wif me den kejap bad wif me seh.. Hmm..I guess tads juz human being ehh..No one is prefect wat kan..So yeah..Understandable lah ehh..(am I sarcastic..?? if u tink so den Iam lah..if not den Im not lah..)So ya...got to went in Shasha's room..nice lah ur room.. :) N after tad Cik Murni sent us to d door..n Fyza came out to say goodbye too.. Tad so sweet of her..but Aisyah was d one who ask Cik to ask Fyza to come out..Hahahazz.. :) Ya..den sala,m her..n den she gave us a hug each.. Tad was so super sweet of her seh.. Thankz for d hug Fyza Comot people call her.. Hehehezz.. :) N after tad when to Linda's house...den when back home..N sleep straight away..coz dam tired lah..hehezz.. :)

Monday (30/11) & TUESDAY (31/11)

I did nothing..juz rot at home..in front of d computer I guess...N I ate alot of chocolates sial..

N Im so dam FAT already sial..!! Aiyoh..!! Hate it man..!! I guess Im gonna have to go n excersice soon...if not my family & relatives gonna start wif their mouth wide open about my weight sial..!! Hate it k..!! N ohh ya..on Tuesday I went to study at Esplanade Library.. Yeah..!! Tads d BEST place to go study k..!! N some more I went there to study ALONE..!! Dam good k..!! Guess I'll be going ther sometime soon.. Yeah..!! Simply LOVE tad place..!! N it reminds me of tad day..when I,Mira,Ihsan,Ridhwan,Fazly & Izzari when there to study for our O-level..n if happen tad at there there's tis event called "OPEN MIC" was going on..N there was this 2 guys..1 on d piano & d other 1 was on d guitar..there were playing & singing sial..!! D guy who played on d piano & sings was super-duper k..!! His voice is soo unbeleveble k..!! Its juz soo amazing k..!! N his name is YUNUS..!! N I 'cair' sial when he sungs..!! He can even beat Hdy Mirza's voice k..!! N some more he plays d piano k..!! So dam talented seh tad guy.. Admire u alot k..!! N I was there d whole time he was performing..!! Hehehezz.. :) N den Mira started to teased me..hehehezz.. :) Malu sial dibuatnye..!! Hahahazz. :) But when ahh can I see u perform again..?? Hehehezz.. :) U should go n audition for any singing competition sial..!! N I'll support u for sure k..!! Hahahazz.. :) (ohh..gosh..im typing as if he's gonna read my blog like tad sial...hahahazz..LOL.. ) N after studying at d there made my way hoem..half way homw..my sis call & said tad papa nak ajak makan kat luar..so I said I was on my way home.. :) So when got home..changed..n when out to Bukit Timah at Al-Azhar & eat..we ate alot sial..got gojak mamak..mee goreng (its a MUST have)..mee sop..sop tulang..nasi pattaya..n drank orange juice..Yeah..!! Nice dinner we had.. :)

K...k...tads all I guess I've got to blog now..will biog soon k...N to Saz...yepp2 most definetly Im going for SPEAKEASY ON D 25/11...N yess..gonna enjoy again like how I did d last time I went wif u Saz..dont worry about tad..but u dont forget to bring ur mom along tau..Hahahahazz.. :) Confirm kecoh to d max k nanati..Hahahazz.. :) LOL.. :)

Ok..Bye2..Chow-Chin-Chow... :)