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Changing for d better
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ 1:02 PM

K...I kinda juz woke up... But not actually.. I woke up at ard 8+am den watch some tv... N guess wat I cant get to see all d niceee & loving2 show/drama on channel RCTI...!! Arhhh...!! Stupid sial..!!

My mom said tad its becoz we have been watching it for free for such a long time & tad they feel it was not rite..so it juz purposely lost d channel sial... Now when ever I turn on to RCTI there will onli be a blue screen sial..!! Arrrhhh...!! Angry k... Tad means tad I cant watch show like Idola,Pengantin Remaja,Maha Kasih & many more super-duper niceee & shiok dramas k... Arrrhhh...!!

But luckly there's still channel SCTV... K at least not tad bad lah..still got some nice2 dramas to watch..but RCTI show more of d nicer & shiok2 dramas lah... Alahai..wasted sial... Hmmm...ok2 watever lah ehk...

Den no show to watch I went to sleep again...hehehe... While I was sleeping my sis gave me my hp coz Liza called me... I was in d sleepy mood & was so blur2 talking to her sial.. Spoil my sleep lah u... I though she called to tell me about Thursday..coz Thursday her family & I r flying off to Indonesia... WeeeEEeee..~~

But she called to ask me along & go find work.. I was like... Huh..?? Hello..?? Thursday kan dah nak gi Indonesia..sempat seh kau nak cari keje... Watever lah ehk.. I know u r kinda desperate to find a job so tad..u'll not have to stay at home & face up dad kan.. Stupid tau.. I tell u..when u r werking den u'll have NO time to spend time wif ur family & u'll regret it k..!!

So now since u got time to cherise it k..!! Juz like how u cherise ur relationship wif ur frends & bf... So I juz decline it..I didnt want to go althought I totally free & bored at home..coz I feel soo sick..n I tink my fever which come & goes is giving me a headache... N some more..I dont want u to tink tad when ever u ask me out again i'll say yes...Sorry k...Im not sooo good anymore...I'am slowly declining some of u guys whom ask me out..Basically to tell u guys tad Im also not there when u guys want me to.. Juz like how u guys did it to me..Always & forever declining my offer to go out wif me... N once again Im NOT an evil person by doing so k...!!

Im juz starting to reveal d real side of me..coz I used to be d type where by I kept all of my felings deep down in my heart..N tad I was so afraid to hurt anyones feeling... I'll will always be giving tis nice,innocent face & will always have an ans to all their qns...

N I'l be sooo good to them tad they tink Im sooo real..But d fact is tad Im sooo faking it k... coz to me u guys meas more than anything k...N I always put u guys in front of me & I'll hardly ever tink of mysellf...coz I kept thinking of others... Tad I feel like Im living a life of lies & fakeness... So Im now..juz unleashing my real self step by step.. N I dont want to live a life of full of lies & fakeness...!! Im changing for d better... WeeeEEeeee...~~

Chow-Chin-Chow... :)